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Spitback - Breathe in.
01:23
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Instrumental
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My head is moving like a disco ball and blow away my mind with different broken memories,
She said I fucked it up my life so surely and i feel my sanity is draining away
My life was over, before it started
I dream of leading my life without constraints
One wrong decision, impact forever
You have to kill the monster while it’s small
Life is killing me
Please don’t let me be
Everything i want to see
Want to leave behind
This world is going blind
Inside my mind, inside my kind
I want to set myself on fire and drop a tear into the ocean of my own misery
Do I want to disappear into a new world, I hit the bottom you don’t fucking understand
My life was over, before it started
I dream of leading my life without constraints
One wrong decision, an impact forever
You have to kill the monster while it’s small
Life is killing me
Please don’t let me be
Everything i want to see
Want to leave behind
this world is going blind
Inside my mind inside my kind
I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit
I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit
I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit
I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit
I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit
I m tired of feeling this way, tired of getting my hopes up
I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit
I m tired of feeling this way, tired of getting my hopes up
Life is killing me
Please don’t let me be
Everything i want to see
Want to leave behind
this world is going blind
Inside my mind inside my kind
My life was over, before it started
I dream of leading my life, without constraints
Without constraints, without fucking constraints
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Spitback - Again
04:14
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Stand up, Stand up, Stand up, Stand the fuck up
Ι’m just trying to keep myself away from dying, trying to keep myself awake
Never wanna be the same again i ll never be a part of innocence
Fuck me
Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing…..suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away
Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing….suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away
Always find a way to bring me down
It’s for you, just to feel alright
Can't even recognise myself at all
So, get the fuck away from me
Never gonna be the same again, never ll be a part of innocence
Always have a different memory, so get the fuck away from me
I’ m just hiding all this pain away from crying all these senses never stops
Never wanna sail away from fading emotions, never ll be a part of me
Fuck me
Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing, suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away
Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing, suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away
Go away, go away, go away, go away
Always find a way to bring me down
It’s for you, just to feel alright
Can't even recognise myself at all
So, get the fuck away from me
Never gonna be the same again, never ll be a part of innocence
Always have a different memory, so get the fuck away from me
Get the fuck away from me, Get the fuck away from me
Get the fuck away from me, Get the fuck away from me
From me, From me, From me, From me, From me, From me
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Spitback - Shame
03:29
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I just knew I've changed and hadn't felt the same for a long time, I know things have to change
None will ever know the pain i feel inside, this world seems to be a cruel place to struggle
I don't wanna try no more, I only wanna get to shore
I don't wanna fight this war, I only wanna die alone
I can't, control myself anymore
I tried, to give a chance to this world
I failed, i wouldn't regret but I
Will never forgive you, will never believe you, again
Betrayer, will never forgive you again
I swear, will never believe you
I don’t even have the right to feel this way, I’ve been screwed for years, my mind won’t let me rest
I guess I am feeling lost, don't know how it came to this, I’ve all but lost my will to live
I don't wanna try no more, I only wanna get to shore
I don't wanna fight this war, I only wanna die alone
I can't, control myself anymore
I tried, to give a chance to this world
I failed, i wouldn't regret but I
Will never forgive you, will never believe you, again
Just had enough of your shit, Just had enough of your shit
I just fucking hate you, you turned into everything you said you would never be
I just fucking blame you for all this shit you fucking did to me
For all this shit you fucking did to me , for all this shit you fucking did to me
I can't, control myself anymore
I tried, to give a chance to this world
I failed, i wouldn't regret but I
Will never forgive you, will never believe you, again
Betrayer, will never forgive you again
I swear, will never believe you
I can't, I tried, I failed, but I
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Spitback - Syndrome
03:38
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Here I am now i m back again
From your lies I was born
From these lies
I want to ignore your face
Your eyes, Your mother fucking disguise
Holding my breath, Killing my self
Syndrome, one, two, three, four
Comfort these nobodies
But you won’t never like this
No bed for slut
Things that you ll never regret
Break your heart its never been so hard
Its never been so hard, a new day is rising
Break your heart its never been so hard
Its never been so hard
Your fucking life is so unreal
The less you preach
The less you hear
Is a body violation
Come front in your mind
It a matter of recreation
Holding my breath, Killing my self
Syndrome, one, two, three, four
Comfort these nobodies
But you won’t never like this
No bed for slut
Things that you ll never regret
Break your heart its never been so hard
Its never been so hard, a new day is rising
Break your heart its never been so hard
Its never been so hard, a new day is rising
Break your heart, You never break my heart
Its never been so hard, You never break my heart
Its never been so hard, Its never been so hard, Its never been so hard
When everything change around
And you can’t never break these fucking chains
When everything is missing
And there is nothing left on the enemy’s face
You ll never break these fucking chains
I ll never break these fucking chains
You ll never break these fucking chains
I ll never break these fucking chains
Should never waste my life anymore
my days, are built to last
My thoughts my heart, my feelings
My strength, passion for life
You ll never break these fucking chains
I ll never break these fucking chains
You ll never break these fucking chains
I ll never break these fucking chains
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Spitback - Face Down
02:29
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Do you ever wish you could runaway from yourself, to face down your demons and working through them.
How do you run away from the things that are in your head
It begins with accepting myself who I am, sharing my thoughts and my feelings no more
The emptiness doesn't seem to go away, I’m going through life and everything is just dull
I have a hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself
Why do I feel I don't know myself anymore, Why do i feel i don’t care about anyone
So, here I am alone with myself and my thoughts, I’m gonna keep crawling If I'm going to fall
I would like to be dead for a day just to see, if anyone really cares about me
I have a hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself
Why do I feel I don't know myself anymore, Why do i feel i don’t care about anyone
A void that says keep searching, never been able to find my own self
the one I seemed to have lost and yet the one I have never really known
A void that says keep searching, never been able to find my own self
the one I seemed to have lost and yet the one I have never really known
I feel useless, worthless and not good enough, hating myself for what I became
I HAVE A
Hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself
Hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself
Why do I feel I don't know myself anymore, Why do i feel i don’t care about anyone
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7. |
Spitback - One2Seven
03:31
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I ‘ve been depressed all of these years
My life just seems so hard
I compare myself to who
I thought that i should be
It ’s been about four or five days
My thoughts revolve around me
I don’t want to face myself
My feelings anymore
Anymore
I tried to blame myself
I tried to lied myself
I tried to save myself
I tried to hate me
I ‘ve been in search so many years
A never ending story
I can’t take it anymore
the pain is just increasing
It ’s been about so many ways
My head has been overactive
I don’t want to fight myself
My feelings anymore,
Anymore
I tried to blame myself
I tried to lied myself
I tried to save myself
I tried to hate me
I tried to blame myself (Myself)
I tried to lied myself (Myself)
I tried to save myself (Myself)
I tried to hate me (Myself)
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Deep inside me, chains of agony are tearing my soul
apart, i am trapped inside the walls of my mind
Screaming from the edge of loneliness, alone
I take another step away
An empty shell inside a shattered man
Lost and alone in a world of despair
Beaten by a shadow
A light on the horizon
A shine that never fades
The sun comes through the shade
So here I am, I drain my body and I suffocate
again with every single breath I take
with all these lies I couldn’t hide from me
I feel so close but I am too far away
An empty shell inside a shattered man
Lost and alone in a world of despair
Tell me, am Ι the one to blame?
Tell me, are you going insane?
Am I the evil of a shadow
Am I the curse of everything
Am I the evil of a shadow
Am I the curse of everything
Tell me, am Ι the one to blame?
Tell me, if I am the curse of everything!
Beaten by a shadow
Beaten by a shadow
A light on the horizon
A shine that never fades
The sun comes through the shade
Beaten by a shadow
A light on the horizon
A shine that never fades
Tell me, am I the one to blame?
Tell me, are you going insane?
Am I, the evil of a shadow
Am I, the curse of everything
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9. |
Spitback - Fall Apart
02:40
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Long ago I found a prison. Whose only key was in my hand,
because I wasn't able to see a purpose in my pain
I was so scared of the world, around me so I locked myself,
I am locked inside my own cell and the key is right in front of me
I've been feeling down again,
I have this empty feeling inside,
I just fear that my whole world around will fall apart
You will never understand
You will never feel the way I feel
You can take my life, but you ‘ll never break me
But, one day, because I was still bleeding and was still in pain,
I started to believe that I will not want to get out of this war
That I won't ever be enough to face the exterior,
I thought that, for me, there is no forgiveness so I threw the key away
I guess I'm just sick of everything, I am screaming for help for far too long, I am here for far so long
It’s like I’ve been winding down for years and finally came to a stop in an empty field and now here I am, covered in drifts of snow that weigh me down and freeze me to the core and freeze me to the core
I've been feeling down again,
I have this empty feeling inside,
I just fear that my whole world around will fall apart
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I don’t feel sorry for myself
Because of what you ve done to me
I can’t feel anything at all
I just can’t take it anymore
I got a pain in my chest
I heard you found somebody else
I cut my veins to cut you off
I don’t feel guilty anymore
I feel like I’m drowning and there’s no way to save myself
I cannot feel, I cannot heal, In the same shit place that made me sick
Don’t ever try to get inside my head, it’s too dark for you
The voices in my head are trying to kill me
I m tired of feeling dead inside, to stop the voices in my head,
THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD
I want you to forgive yourself
You don’t have time to complain
You feel the pain that you can’t handle
Thats really all that you can have
Its not the load that breaks you down
You need to learn to accept your flaws
Don’t let your self to drag you down
Just find a way to get back up
I don't even trust myself to be alone sometimes
I'm too far out to sea to make it back to shore
I cannot seek out my own desires
Don’t swim too close to me, i am drowning into me
Don’t ever try to get inside my head, it’s too dark for you
The voices in my head are trying to kill me
I m tired of feeling dead inside, to stop the voices in my head,
THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD
THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD
THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD
THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD
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11. |
Spitback - .Breathe out
01:14
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I want to live and breathe again
Blind out the skies
I want to live and feel again
Now I am running out of time
I want to live and breathe again
Breathe again, breathe again
I want to live and feel again
Feel again, feel again
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Spitback Larissa, Greece
George V (Guitars)
Xristos T (Drums)
Panos S (Vocals)
Jim G (Bass)
The Spitback band created in 2003 under the name Just Another Reason with many influences from Nu metal - Hardcore scene of the U.S. America
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