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War Inside My Head

by Spitback

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Instrumental
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My head is moving like a disco ball and blow away my mind with different broken memories, She said I fucked it up my life so surely and i feel my sanity is draining away My life was over, before it started I dream of leading my life without constraints One wrong decision, impact forever You have to kill the monster while it’s small Life is killing me Please don’t let me be Everything i want to see Want to leave behind This world is going blind Inside my mind, inside my kind I want to set myself on fire and drop a tear into the ocean of my own misery Do I want to disappear into a new world, I hit the bottom you don’t fucking understand My life was over, before it started I dream of leading my life without constraints One wrong decision, an impact forever You have to kill the monster while it’s small Life is killing me Please don’t let me be Everything i want to see Want to leave behind this world is going blind Inside my mind inside my kind I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit I m tired of feeling this way, tired of getting my hopes up I m getting tired of this, getting tired of this shit I m tired of feeling this way, tired of getting my hopes up Life is killing me Please don’t let me be Everything i want to see Want to leave behind this world is going blind Inside my mind inside my kind My life was over, before it started I dream of leading my life, without constraints Without constraints, without fucking constraints
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Stand up, Stand up, Stand up, Stand the fuck up Ι’m just trying to keep myself away from dying, trying to keep myself awake Never wanna be the same again i ll never be a part of innocence Fuck me Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing…..suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing….suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away Always find a way to bring me down It’s for you, just to feel alright Can't even recognise myself at all So, get the fuck away from me Never gonna be the same again, never ll be a part of innocence Always have a different memory, so get the fuck away from me I’ m just hiding all this pain away from crying all these senses never stops Never wanna sail away from fading emotions, never ll be a part of me Fuck me Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing, suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away Fuck me, make me wanna feel like nothing, shortly came when I was crushing, suck me, fuck me, take your shit and go away Go away, go away, go away, go away Always find a way to bring me down It’s for you, just to feel alright Can't even recognise myself at all So, get the fuck away from me Never gonna be the same again, never ll be a part of innocence Always have a different memory, so get the fuck away from me Get the fuck away from me, Get the fuck away from me Get the fuck away from me, Get the fuck away from me From me, From me, From me, From me, From me, From me
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I just knew I've changed and hadn't felt the same for a long time, I know things have to change None will ever know the pain i feel inside, this world seems to be a cruel place to struggle I don't wanna try no more, I only wanna get to shore I don't wanna fight this war, I only wanna die alone I can't, control myself anymore I tried, to give a chance to this world I failed, i wouldn't regret but I Will never forgive you, will never believe you, again Betrayer, will never forgive you again I swear, will never believe you I don’t even have the right to feel this way, I’ve been screwed for years, my mind won’t let me rest I guess I am feeling lost, don't know how it came to this, I’ve all but lost my will to live I don't wanna try no more, I only wanna get to shore I don't wanna fight this war, I only wanna die alone I can't, control myself anymore I tried, to give a chance to this world I failed, i wouldn't regret but I Will never forgive you, will never believe you, again Just had enough of your shit, Just had enough of your shit I just fucking hate you, you turned into everything you said you would never be I just fucking blame you for all this shit you fucking did to me For all this shit you fucking did to me , for all this shit you fucking did to me I can't, control myself anymore I tried, to give a chance to this world I failed, i wouldn't regret but I Will never forgive you, will never believe you, again Betrayer, will never forgive you again I swear, will never believe you I can't, I tried, I failed, but I
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Here I am now i m back again From your lies I was born From these lies I want to ignore your face Your eyes, Your mother fucking disguise Holding my breath, Killing my self Syndrome, one, two, three, four Comfort these nobodies But you won’t never like this No bed for slut Things that you ll never regret Break your heart its never been so hard Its never been so hard, a new day is rising Break your heart its never been so hard Its never been so hard Your fucking life is so unreal The less you preach The less you hear Is a body violation Come front in your mind It a matter of recreation Holding my breath, Killing my self Syndrome, one, two, three, four Comfort these nobodies But you won’t never like this No bed for slut Things that you ll never regret Break your heart its never been so hard Its never been so hard, a new day is rising Break your heart its never been so hard Its never been so hard, a new day is rising Break your heart, You never break my heart Its never been so hard, You never break my heart Its never been so hard, Its never been so hard, Its never been so hard When everything change around And you can’t never break these fucking chains When everything is missing And there is nothing left on the enemy’s face You ll never break these fucking chains I ll never break these fucking chains You ll never break these fucking chains I ll never break these fucking chains Should never waste my life anymore my days, are built to last My thoughts my heart, my feelings My strength, passion for life You ll never break these fucking chains I ll never break these fucking chains You ll never break these fucking chains I ll never break these fucking chains
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Do you ever wish you could runaway from yourself, to face down your demons and working through them. How do you run away from the things that are in your head It begins with accepting myself who I am, sharing my thoughts and my feelings no more The emptiness doesn't seem to go away, I’m going through life and everything is just dull I have a hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself Why do I feel I don't know myself anymore, Why do i feel i don’t care about anyone So, here I am alone with myself and my thoughts, I’m gonna keep crawling If I'm going to fall I would like to be dead for a day just to see, if anyone really cares about me I have a hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself Why do I feel I don't know myself anymore, Why do i feel i don’t care about anyone A void that says keep searching, never been able to find my own self the one I seemed to have lost and yet the one I have never really known A void that says keep searching, never been able to find my own self the one I seemed to have lost and yet the one I have never really known I feel useless, worthless and not good enough, hating myself for what I became I HAVE A Hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself Hard time convincing myself that I'm important enough to care about myself Why do I feel I don't know myself anymore, Why do i feel i don’t care about anyone
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I ‘ve been depressed all of these years My life just seems so hard I compare myself to who I thought that i should be It ’s been about four or five days My thoughts revolve around me I don’t want to face myself My feelings anymore Anymore I tried to blame myself I tried to lied myself I tried to save myself I tried to hate me I ‘ve been in search so many years A never ending story I can’t take it anymore the pain is just increasing It ’s been about so many ways My head has been overactive I don’t want to fight myself My feelings anymore, Anymore I tried to blame myself I tried to lied myself I tried to save myself I tried to hate me I tried to blame myself (Myself) I tried to lied myself (Myself) I tried to save myself (Myself) I tried to hate me (Myself)
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Deep inside me, chains of agony are tearing my soul apart, i am trapped inside the walls of my mind Screaming from the edge of loneliness, alone I take another step away An empty shell inside a shattered man Lost and alone in a world of despair Beaten by a shadow A light on the horizon A shine that never fades The sun comes through the shade So here I am, I drain my body and I suffocate again with every single breath I take with all these lies I couldn’t hide from me I feel so close but I am too far away An empty shell inside a shattered man Lost and alone in a world of despair Tell me, am Ι the one to blame? Tell me, are you going insane? Am I the evil of a shadow Am I the curse of everything Am I the evil of a shadow Am I the curse of everything Tell me, am Ι the one to blame? Tell me, if I am the curse of everything! Beaten by a shadow Beaten by a shadow A light on the horizon A shine that never fades The sun comes through the shade Beaten by a shadow A light on the horizon A shine that never fades Tell me, am I the one to blame? Tell me, are you going insane? Am I, the evil of a shadow Am I, the curse of everything
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Long ago I found a prison. Whose only key was in my hand, because I wasn't able to see a purpose in my pain I was so scared of the world, around me so I locked myself, I am locked inside my own cell and the key is right in front of me I've been feeling down again, I have this empty feeling inside, I just fear that my whole world around will fall apart You will never understand You will never feel the way I feel You can take my life, but you ‘ll never break me But, one day, because I was still bleeding and was still in pain, I started to believe that I will not want to get out of this war That I won't ever be enough to face the exterior, I thought that, for me, there is no forgiveness so I threw the key away I guess I'm just sick of everything, I am screaming for help for far too long, I am here for far so long It’s like I’ve been winding down for years and finally came to a stop in an empty field and now here I am, covered in drifts of snow that weigh me down and freeze me to the core and freeze me to the core I've been feeling down again, I have this empty feeling inside, I just fear that my whole world around will fall apart
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I don’t feel sorry for myself Because of what you ve done to me I can’t feel anything at all I just can’t take it anymore I got a pain in my chest I heard you found somebody else I cut my veins to cut you off I don’t feel guilty anymore I feel like I’m drowning and there’s no way to save myself I cannot feel, I cannot heal, In the same shit place that made me sick Don’t ever try to get inside my head, it’s too dark for you The voices in my head are trying to kill me I m tired of feeling dead inside, to stop the voices in my head, THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD I want you to forgive yourself You don’t have time to complain You feel the pain that you can’t handle Thats really all that you can have Its not the load that breaks you down You need to learn to accept your flaws Don’t let your self to drag you down Just find a way to get back up I don't even trust myself to be alone sometimes I'm too far out to sea to make it back to shore I cannot seek out my own desires Don’t swim too close to me, i am drowning into me Don’t ever try to get inside my head, it’s too dark for you The voices in my head are trying to kill me I m tired of feeling dead inside, to stop the voices in my head, THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD THE WAR INSIDE MY HEAD
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I want to live and breathe again Blind out the skies I want to live and feel again Now I am running out of time I want to live and breathe again Breathe again, breathe again I want to live and feel again Feel again, feel again

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This is the second full length album of the Nu Metal band Spitback

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released February 13, 2021

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Spitback Larissa, Greece

George V (Guitars)
Xristos T (Drums)
Panos S (Vocals)
Jim G (Bass)

The Spitback band created in 2003 under the name Just Another Reason with many influences from Nu metal - Hardcore scene of the U.S. America

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